Dead 愛はつながる Silence

2009-10-12T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!!!
My blog is so dead. LOL, So lazy to update.

I feel like going for a hoilday to take a break and relax myself. Fri i was on urgent leave cos i am really too tired and i spent my whole day at whole to watch DVDs. Thanks to CY got so many nice HK dramas. So nice to camp at home. One thing i keep on sleeping wahahaha. SO shiok. Hee Hee.

Mummy bought alot of durians! SO nice. Wonderful one word. Haha!

Going to work OT for whole of this week.
$$$ come to me!!! =P

2009-10-04T18:56:00.000-07:00

Be a jie mei first time in life. 03/10/2009. Waking up at 5.30am early in the morning. My virgin being jie mei. Haha!! Tring but fun sabo the brothers. LOL. Pretty bride and handsome groom. Got the urge wanted to marry off. ahahhaa. Anyway i will try to upload the pic as soon as possible.

Sometimes i ask myself, If everyone can keep to it's own promise. Life would not be so bad then...

I hope this wont affect us...

2009-09-29T04:37:00.000-07:00

Work was madness!!! Calls keep coming in non stop. Calls come in never mind but mostly is complaint calls. Got fucked by people when isn't our fault.

Yesterday from morning till now calls keep on coming till i cannot afford to endure i called up the other party why we got scolding for nothing. I'm know I'm wrong. I apologised for that. The matter was settled. =)

When i wanted to go toilet to wash my cup this somebody said to me, "Sorry Emily i don't mean to complain you, cause is the other side client manager complain to me that why i need to tell management. Ya you are right to tell management that I'm in a wrong but when i listening to recording there no one complaint about me. What the fuck is this. You are still a junior to me. You are not a assistant team leader, even my team leader don't even act as a team leader yet you are behaving like one senior ordering people to do work. My supervisor don't even said anything just tell me next time don't be like that, think there will be no complaint cos today suitiation is very very messy.

Does doing things like that show that you are very clever? You are not a assistant team leader yet you tell people you are. Face so thick. =__=!!! So kpo also, i talk to who also interested. I talk to supervisor, listening to record, got case, all you want to bother. Key want to take don't want to lock. Things inside lost i will laugh out loud for you. I'm been working here for half a year so happy with everyone only after you come in. I WILL NEVER ALLOW PEOPLE TO BULLY ME!!! THIS CASE WILL SETTLE LATER.

Today was busy also i don't want to make problem so big let team leader take a break first. See him like that also stress, will look into my case tomorrow morning.

Alvin tan hong kai said want to bring me to china(chengdu), ahahha. He asked me to go and think want to go anot then tell him. Hmm let see then. So qiao that his campmates is inside my facebook and study before at xinmin sec also. Now then i realised.

Off to see my fann wong wedding, Wa 5million to marry. Gosh!

2009-09-27T19:06:00.000-07:00

Blog so so dead due to my lazyness. Hee Hee.

Me Love L4d new map. Blood orange, like cs map. So open space. LOL. Still got two or three map haven touch yet. So fun lor. Cant wait for l4d 2 also. wahahaha.

I'm been eating and eating and i can feel my tummy. OMFG. Light dinner please emiLingx. I wanna go swimming lehx. Haha!

Work had been busy, dont like the new ATL. She so busybody. Sian. Life still had to go on.

Check out for my tweets. Much more easier to update. Haha!

Going to Iris( MDIS ) Wedding and going to be one of her sister. Gosh going to be busy like mad. First time being "sister " hope there will be single "brother " handsome and rich. Wahahaa, Dreaming me. Hee Hee.

2009-09-26T19:57:00.000-07:00

Lovelys!!!!

2009-09-22T20:10:00.000-07:00

I feel like closing down my blog. So lazy to update. Like nothing happening.

My tooth is fucking pain and is really painful till i cry out loud . Going pluck my tooth again and a lobang inside again. FML.

Today is your birthday. Happy birthday to you MATRIXLAH. LOL, Welcome to the twenty.

Check it out at my FB for my pictures.
Im duper lazy to upload here.

2009-09-19T20:56:00.000-07:00

Hohoho. So lazy to upload pictures. Really super lazy. Must edit nice nice and chio chio.

Officially 21 already. Adult life. Have to face more difficult stages from now on. Wells life still go on. Hope everything so smooth ya.

On my actual day, i had fun with my lovely. Went to play L4d new map, eat good food and sing k. LOL. So funny la. We took alot of cute pictures.

Wait for the lovely pictures ya.
Tata.

2009-09-17T20:49:00.000-07:00

I was totally angry over some matter. From now i not going to bother much anymore I'm sick and tired already. No point making effort while mistaken my meaning. Fine. No Kpo anymore. Your problem , you go settle yourself.

After work went to meet Matrix. As promised xiao hei's accompany and my birthday present. Big Big Forever friend bear bear. I love it so much, damn cute. He was saying this bear cute mehx, like no eyes. I told him not to ruin the image of my lovely bear hor. We have thai food. Super hot and spicy till cannot tahan. LOL. The food is nice just cant finish cos too much and too spicy.

Have a small celebration for his birthday. His birthday is three days after me. He was saying he got no time to celebrate his birthday cos his training sucks his time. Poor thing. He will be flying here and there for his counter strike compy. Is a good and bad thing for him. Catch up with him, he told me about the Vietnam girl when she was drunk and what she did. I keep on laughing. Shouldn't a girl behave like a girl instead of behaving that way? LMAO.

Wells. Hope he doing great. We are just close friends. I prefer we stay this way than being a couple. Much more happier. =)

2009-09-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i asked myself who understand me the most. Since like nobody only myself. People don't treasure things around them. They mislead my way of tone my way of attitude. I'm kidding to them they take it serious, i'm serious they take it like joke. So i said life is hard you really cannot please everyone in this world.

I'm enduring, was asking myself did i need to do that to make me so unhappy where she enjoying, making herself proud as if she really know alot of things and don't bother anything.

One big words
Sigh!

2009-09-13T20:27:00.000-07:00

First, big thank you for those who have attended my party.

Second, big big thanks for those who help me to set up everything.

Third, thanks for the lovely presents and ang baos.

I enjoy my birthday! Never forget i vomit like hell on that night. Terrible feeling till i cry. -__-! I'm still waiting for my forever friend bear bear from him. Anyway i touch up my hair color and cut my hair. Welcome bangs again. ahahaha.

2009-09-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

I off work early yst and i went to find mummy after work. Suddenly saw Yong qiang, Yong wei and Jian jie. LOL. Their friends open one tattoo shop near my house. Chit chat with them. As usual yong qiang forever childish. Buay tahan.

Suddenly thought of Miss quek so we give her call. LOL, chat alot and yong qiang jio her out to chiong. Damn funny lor. hahaha. They plan to go out on fri to meet up. Let see then.

Happy birthday Lianx a!!!

Midnight when lianx a house to suprise her with a cake. She kanna scared sia, suddenly i pop out of her house. LOL. Hope she like it. Ton at her house. We are going for jap food after work. This is my first time wor. Hope the food is nice. =D

2009-09-08T23:41:00.000-07:00

That my pretty pretty nails. Me love!!!

2009-09-07T22:44:00.000-07:00

Work: Things happened that make me speechless. I know is none of my problem but seeing them like that make me feel speechless. Kind intention people might think you're acting kind. Straight forward people make people dislike you. Kpo people make people irritated. Wearing a mask and two snake people appearance is angel, inner you're evil.

Sometimes i ask myself am i really happy at work?
Did i make a wrong decision?

You will never know what the other party is thinking about. Life is hard. You cannot please everyone in this world. =/

2009-09-07T20:56:00.000-07:00

I'm busy with work and preparing for my birthday stuffs. I'm excited too. LOL Cos all my lovely friends and loves one will be coming. Haha!

Booked my buffet and told mummy to prepare some bbq food stuffs also. There will be buffet and bbq for my birthday. Totally loves my mummy lots. Haha!

Total for my birthday cost a bomb man. =/. Don't know want to laugh or cry. Preparing for this function is quite tiring, serious.

Hope everything go wells on sunday!

Friends: i will be sending you all a sms after i get the confirmation for my chalet room. Thanks! =D

2009-09-06T17:39:00.000-07:00

Finally i updated my blog. So lazy to update my blog. ahaha.

Fri: After work went to buy cake together with lianx a. After that went steamboat session to celebrate her early birthday. Thank for the treat. Hope you enjoy that night.

Sat: After half day work went shopping. Happy happy shopping and suddenly pop up in my mind , my main purpose is to shop for my birthday party stuff. LOL. I keep on buy others things. Order my cake at four leaves. My party will have pink balloon. Hee hee. Anyway thanks for the accompany. Grace, colin, Iris, God niece and iris's mum. We have ice cream together. Enen love ice cream la. Whenever i said ice cream she laughs. So cute. Love her lots.

Went home, Bobo pm me to jio me out. End up we went mustafa to shop. "You think you like that cute ar". That is the phrase i keep telling him. Chat with my babi alot. Like long time never see her. Love her nahs. Handle my LG phone with care hor esp my diamonds.

Sun: Clean up the house and took a short nap. Treat my lianx a to do nails for her birthday present. I also do. ahahaha. I super love my nails right now. Really. Pink pink shiny shiny, looks like fake nails. ^^.
Pictures.

hahaha like chia yong.

This is nice.

Kiss Kiss.

I cute hor.

2009-08-31T18:55:00.000-07:00

Yong Hui ORD loh. I miss him man, he mr nice guy lor. ahahahaha. We have pizza hut and movie session. The last house of left. The show nice la, the head burst half. LOL. Got Nei nei also. LOL. Anyway. Dearest Yong hui all the best to you in future.

2009-08-30T04:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Grandma.

Forever friends big bear from him for my birthday? I hope he mean it.
Is time for xiao hei to have a companion since feb 14.

Hmm let see.

Tomorrow yong hui last day, going to have a movie session together with opennet team.
Hope the movie will be nice.

2009-08-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

As you all know, COLD will come and go. Love to attack me. Wanted to break the rules of eating. So many thing, feel lik eating. In another hand feel like vomitting. Sian.~~~ -_-~~~

I think i will camp my this weekend at home to finish my HK drama and i can rest more, sleep more. SHIOK right.

I wanted to get well soon.
COLD get away from me.
Me dont love you.

2009-08-26T23:41:00.000-07:00

MC. Black out yesterday. Luckily there a uncle help me up. Otherwise i dunno wad happened to me. I'm having COLD. Yes COLD love attack me i dunno why. Making me miserable. Whole body pain and feel like vomiting. Waste my money 32 bucks. FML!!!

Thanks Mr Tham for concern. So nice of him. Hahahaha!

I miss my girls and left 4 dead.
We shall meet up soon for that man when i got more energy.
I'm still little bit of jelly la.

Preparing for my birthday chalet.
Luckily i have a loving mummy. I love her.

2009-08-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

Venue: Costa Sands Resort (Pasir Ris) is located at:
159M, Jalan Loyang Besar, Pasir Ris Park, Singapore 509404.

Date: 12 September 2009.

Time: 6.00pm onwards...

Food & Drinks will be provided.
Theme: Black top and Jeans.

Those who have been invited will actually received through SMS/ Facebook/ Phone Call. Please let me know whether you guys are coming so that i can actually make arrangement.

Thank you thank you. =)

2009-08-23T02:45:00.000-07:00

Malaysia trip for shopping is tiring. Real tired than my work but i enjoy myself.

I make spoil two slippers i dunno why dont ask me, make me so pasieh. Have bak ku teh, so nice and yummy.

I bought one top, i damn heart the top. Necklace stupid chio and mad cheap. One makeup foundation. One pair of heels. ahahaha.

Happy girl but tired girl.

Going book chalet with my mummy tomorrow for my birthday. =D

2009-08-21T18:15:00.000-07:00

I've chiong one week of OT already. Freaking tired but fun cos my current team colleagues are cute. Haha!

It's fucking pissed off to call you guys to return money back. Dunno how to auto de. Take money easy. Return back, pattern more than badminton. -_-. I getting more and more sick of you. Really. I wonder how your life going to be in future.

I'm going to restore my beauty sleep on sat afternoon after work. Hee Hee

Sunday, shopping and ba ku teh at Malaysia!!!
Been a long long time since i really shop for myself.

I want new tops, new shoes!!! Wahahaha!!

2009-08-19T04:00:00.000-07:00

Lianx a will be working with me starting from MONDAY. hahaha. Hope everything goes well for her. Hope she be able to handle the STRESS at work. LOL. Many many projects.

Anyway my current project need to multi- task alot. Replying email, handling phone calls, answering enquiry and data entry to system. Seriously they are testing my ENGLISH. Luckily got nice team leader chia yong for me to bully him ahaha. Shh!! Donovan to disturb, Yong hui the one who always anything and okie and Suze, her laughter to brighter up my work. =)

Monday there will be two new staff coming in, but i dunno is my lianx a working with me in the same projects. To be confirm again. Hee Hee.

By the way, I ate wanton mee yesterday with lianx a. Suddenly i bite something hard, then i realised my tooth broke half. =/. Lucky no bleeding and no pain. Hope nothing will happened cos i dont wish to spend a bomb over the worthless pain man if start to ache.

Maybe i'm going malaysia with lianx a on sunday to shop. Haha!

2009-08-18T02:37:00.000-07:00

Wahaha, so cute. I grab from iris blog. My hamburger, my niece & my step one. She so big size OMG. she only three months but she look like 6-7 months size. Unbelievable. So cute nahs. I keep on kiss her when carry her.

Work: My war started, like hell. Real tired man. Email keep coming, calls in and in. Crazy le. Hope my lianx a be able to pass the interview at my work. So we be able to work together. Haha!

Check it out at my twitter for RANTING!!!
Bye~

2009-08-15T08:59:00.000-07:00

I just let go and really let go...
From now whatever you said whatever you do is pointless.
Everything you said, eveything you do.
You're a lan jiao person.

You make my heart die for you, is a pointless from me to do anything to you anymore.

2009-08-14T18:42:00.000-07:00

Is sad that Michelle and Sharon left. Take care my good friends. Best wishes in everything you do. Loves Loves. =)

Okie my project is slowly pass to others, one by one. Manager just want me to focus on OPENNET. I got my training for today but i think i still blur blur. LOL. I can imagine that MONDAY will be very messy at work. Well well well......

After work went to eat with Sharon. Chatted with her alot. Nice dinner with her. Best wishes for you okie in future, let work hard in life to be a xin fui xiao nui ren. ahahhaa!

Im going to gone case...

Nights, and i miss my girls =)

2009-08-12T17:47:00.000-07:00

Today call in 60 calls haven include out going calls. Phew~

Meet up with babi after work.
We went to trim eyebrow first.

Ate aijisen, Yum yum, Tom yum noodles. Me love.
Shop around, Bought my foundation. Finally! Babi bought mask for herself.
Saw alice they all, felt weird cos they went dinner together never jio. Haha, that funny.

Home sweet home. Babi came to my place wait for andrew to fetch her.
Doing my mask now.

I got this feeling i going to fall sick. Fuck. Sicky feeling.

2009-08-11T18:37:00.000-07:00

I'm so lazy to update my blog
I'm been eating non stop
I'm so fucking fat after weekend

Very unhappy with work, really so many work load. Manpower getting lesser. Michelle is leaving. =(. Sharon is leaving. So many people leave. Siben sian. I hope someone will motivated me at work. I miss chengying. She always motivated me at work. Today is the day i received so many calls when i step in SPH. 72 calls 100 enquires. Like siao calls keep on coming in. Another project was on hold cos lack of manpower . This project got so many outgoing call to call. I hope work will have more man power and lively people please!!!

Back to my movie of E.U.

CY got the DVD. Haha dont need load internet to watch.=)

2009-08-07T18:11:00.000-07:00

Been neglect my blog, i knew. I'm so busy and fucking tired.
Manpower is not enough at work, like been push here and there. Like a ball pass here and there. I don't like the way she manage. =( What can i do? I had to endure and wait till there more staff coming in.

Steamboat session with SPH. hahahhaa. Me Love steamboat.

I think from now on, i shall give others a chance and myself a chance to move on.
I don't want to wait for someone anymore.
It is freaking tired.

2009-08-04T20:08:00.000-07:00

Wahaha! I love these pictures!
Edited by me! The website for editting is cool!
Ok i being random over here. LOL.

Kind of pissed with the new management. Me dont love. I had stay for 45min in office then telling me that only need one person to stay for OT but not two person. Argh!

Anyway i left office at 7pm. After that i went home and nua, Watch tv and play with my darling.
Darling so cute keep on kiss me and said i love you. Wahahaha! Love her la.

2009-08-02T18:34:00.000-07:00

Weekends.

Saturday: I spent my day watching the HK drama( The seventh day ) Super nice! LOL after that follow by movies. "Overheard" with Andrew together. Erm well i can say is a not bad show. not really nice la. Only the actor shuai. ahahaha. After movies he sent me home.

Sunday: Camp at home do house work till evening Jeremy jio me go walk walk. The places we wanted to go all closed. Suay. hahaha. We went for durain! Super shiok la. ahahaha. At first he wanted to go for D24 but damn ex, i told him i chi bu xia. LOL. So intro him to another place. The place gt r&b nice music, plus you put the durain inside your mouth is goodness! Nice recommended places. He like. LOL, we eat till very full and he got a very big tummy. First time he told me that he use Visa to pay for durain. Damn funny. Keep on disturb me. After that he sent me home.

Im injured, my ankle gt scar and bubbles. Pain Pain =(.

2009-07-31T17:48:00.000-07:00

If i never update my blog, peeps check it out at my twitter.
Twitter is fun.

Ok, I'm too emotional. Shouldn't be behaving this way. I need to calm myself down.

I sms him that i hope you will know how you have been treating me. He said somethings are beyond his control, he just want to maintain close as what we are. The rest nature take course. I sms him " are you being selfish in here?" He said " I'm sorry you should know my situation now". I said "don't you scare that one day i will be gone away from you?" He said i will try to get you back then, like i said sometimes things is beyond my control. Let me look for you, instead you look for me. You know me de my heart wont change easily.

After sms with him. Somehow i felt he like shooting birds in the sky, somehow no.
Looking at the pictures i took with him, i smling in my heart but the moment i see how he treated me, my heart ache.

The one who loves the least, controls the relationship.

What is LOVE all about. Fuck it man!
I wanna to be happy! Is just that simple.

Life is always indebted to someone in life, We dont treasure those who treat us good, while we treat those bo chap people like gold. Why is it so?

Friends have been telling me to wake up. Thanks.

2009-07-28T22:56:00.000-07:00

Okie after work i meet my dear boy Matrix for seaweeds fries, together with valentine.

I love seaweeds fries. That boy like dunno how many years never drink water he order a large coke for himself. LOL. Chit Chat and gossip about the Vietnam gf of his. ahhaha.

Followed by arcade games. He played taken with me. LOL. He won me. Fuck i so lousy. LOL Damn funny la i keep on ask him you must wait for me to get up first then can hit me. Cannot play cheat. LOL. End up i lost to him and a pro came over to play with him. I keep on laughing. LOL He himself also laugh. Damn funny la.

Thanks for your fries and be a good tour guide and guide yr " Vietnam gf " well.
LOL.

2009-07-28T00:44:00.000-07:00

Okie last night he called me telling me he reached singapore.

Today morning at msn telling me, eh the vietnam girl coming to singapore lehx ask me to bring her go around Singapore. :(. LOL. She ask me to sleep early. LOL Knn my personal life also want to bother.

Then i was like LOL.

As usual he disturb me in MSN. I asked him to eat my shit. LOL.

Going to start prepare for my birthday party.

Im so blur at work today. ahahaa! Lucky the prize winner didn't scream at me for forgetting to return them their ic. . Gosh. So blur of me.

2009-07-27T06:08:00.000-07:00

Today i was on half day but the stupid check up eat my time end up i was on a full day mc.

I went for my facial. FINALLY!

After that i went lianx a house to eat and for mandi and pendi. Love my nails so much right now. Gosh i make spoil my wirless mouse's cover. Duh it! LOL but sec brother manage to get another wireless mouse for me. Haha!

This is done my lianx a. So nice of her. Interested in mandi and pendi can tag me. I will infrom her. =)

Chio camera from second brother for mummy and me. =D. I love the camera! Slim and chio!

2009-07-25T09:41:00.000-07:00

Bestie Bitthday pictures!

2009-07-24T00:54:00.000-07:00

After work went to meet my gang. Had dinner and going to have a surprise for bestie. After dinner went to Alice's house , nevertheless i too tired after bathing at her house. I slept at her house for awhile.

Get prepare and off to bestie house. Haha, we sneak into her house and strike 12 am. She was sleeping soundly. Weilong go Happy very loud. Bestie kanna scared and jumped. Haha. Damn funny her pattern. Then we sang her happy birthday.

( notes: Her birthday entry to be continued)

2009-07-23T21:55:00.000-07:00

CAN SOMEONE JUST GLUE MY MUMMY'S MOUTH!!!

OMG, I CANT STAND HER NAGGIES!

2009-07-23T17:43:00.000-07:00

Okie i just being random in office.

When things get bored... Haha!

2009-07-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

I'm angry!
I'm sad!
I'm hurt.

You're irresponsible.

Your dad called my mum up and talk to my mum in a harsh tone. You should know the way how your dad talk and you ask him to call my mum. I know you are in overseas, handphone ex. You should solve this problem before you leave singapore right. You just simply push the things away. Fuck it! I'm so and so pissed off with you.

Sometimes i do hope i had never know you before.
Things will not happened this way then.

2009-07-22T11:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i work till 8pm and im free of cos.
Chit chatting in msn, watch tv and etc.
Be a match maker and video call with my lianx a.
So sweet la.

I receive a sms from someone. "last time when i first know you, i already like you. Is just that i got a bit got for figure that time. Are you willing to let me take care of you." Wahaha! I reply him dont me laugh can! I keep on laughing. I know is bad to laugh but the reason is i found this msg is not truth from his heart. That why i laugh. LOL

Sometimes i wonder how come i so weird. Rather receive cold shoulder from him then receiving sweet feelings from other people. Really. Found myself dumb.

I dreamt of someone, the dream so sweet la. LOL i myself dunno why i dreamt of him as i never go and think of him at all. LOL. Cheeky me.

By the way, i ate five meals all beehoon from yesterday, breakfast, lunch , dinner. Today breakfast and lunch. LOL.

Beehoon beehoon~
Meeting my girls later. =D

2009-07-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

Okie is Hansel' s birthday. Meet him together with pei shan. We had aijisen for dinner. Its my favourite tomyam noodles wuth mayo. Shiok!

After that we went to see transformer, i cannot imagine robots can be so cute and emotional. Can cry one some more. I fall asleep watching that show, it not bored this show is nice. It just that i too tired and the aircon and the seating is comfortable. Wells, my eyes closed then. ahahaha.

After that home sweet home. Hope Hansel enjoy himself. =D

Pictures will updated soon.
Ps: i found that i getting uglier. LOL

2009-07-20T01:09:00.000-07:00

Okay, i slept 12 hours for sat to sun. So nice.
Followed by some house work and swimming.
Nice dinner with fish bone choked and is finally out this morning.
Left 4 dead session.
Chatting in msn with friends and wacthing drama at mysoju.

Today is Hansel birthday, Happy birthday to you! =D

I got no mood to work today in regardless of projects or incoming calls handling.
Boo~ i think i'm crazy.

2009-07-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

I love my long hair =D.

I dont like the way he treated me, duh i had this feeling of.. aiya, hard to explain. I dont want to chap so much.

Watch movie with iris and her bf, this is the first time i watch a movie so late and is started at 2am. Goodness! The haunting in connecuit. LOL, not bad the show i kanna scared by the sound effect a few times. LOL, iris got scared by me. So funny.

I'm going to sharon chalet later and dont need to say it going to be a few hours sleep again. How good is that. I will be a zoombie soon.

Tata, stay tune for my updates again. =)

2009-07-15T18:40:00.000-07:00

This will be a friend entry, Erm no sister entry.

Grace/Bestie/ Grey/ Yap Siow Ern. Over here how i know here, she from my primary school. I know her through choir on P5 after that P6 we know each other more as we are in the same Class 13. LOL, she was a prefect then, she was very quiet and she was tall that time.

I was shorter than her. hahha, After that we went to the same secondary school, same class for two years. 1T2 ,2T2. We took the same CCA also, St john . We was complaining why we never get promoted.

Haha, Her phrase what the problem stunned me. Soon after that she started to get crazy with me and her way of talking to people more louder. hahaha She always got bully and i will protect her. We always try to do the same thing together, had quite a number of common thing we like to do. We quarrel sometimes and we get back together because we love each other alot.

Bestie: It been 10 years, thanks for enduring my temper and attitude. You know i love you, we going keep our friendship going till i die okie?

This girl over here, we knew each other from st john. She was staying my house opposite only. We keep on quarrel when we are in secondary. haha, that time she was a ah lianx she want to find trouble with me la. LOL so funny. She the one who always accompany me to stay at the foyer till 5pm. We dunno how much we hate each other that time but as we grow up we realised that we had a lot of common things also.

She change bf like change panties like that when she young. She the one who bought with me to club and that my virgin club and that day we tio tai chi. hahaha! damn funny la, I'm always the one who advise her to go through her life. Everytime gt bf she ask me to see can pass anot. LOL. She the one also, with me when i'm alone. I'm glad that we can maintain our friendship that long.

Lianx a: Although your life is not good, but im glad that you are walking through and you give me a precious niece who always like to step one. Be strong in life, It been 8 years already. Im really glad to know you as my friend. Loves.

Monkey/ Lee Hui Kim/ I know her from secondary school from sec1-sec4. She dislike me at first, She was saying the vegetarians food, bee hoon my hair and etc. LOL, i still remember she go around telling people my bad words. After that we were okay.

She was my mi shu in class, homework every time she do. LOL, i always bully her when turn secondary three. She the most hardworking among us. Home work everytime on time do finish. After school we like to stay out and slack. So fun.

We have a big quarrel that time i was damn sad and thought that we were never been friends again. All because of misunderstand. That time we we are behaving like children. Her laughter will made me addicted and laugh with her for nothing. LOL. She love to make people laugh She like to eat alot and still fucking so small, oh gosh i want her size.

I love playing left 4 dead with her, she good in this game. haha! She will teamwork together with me. My shi mu hor, dont play play.

Alice: You are my helper and my helpful friend. 8 years but you still telling lies sometimes. LOL, Keep going for friendship ok! Thanks & Love you for being there for me.

Mo jojo/ Ah lim/duck duck. This is what i like to call her, One of my secondary mates also. Her sec1 face was super cute. That time when we dont have handphone we still can meet at the same bus and we will board the same bus to school. She like to eat seaweed chicken together with me in the morning and i always need one more packet of milo to go along. Milo Ger!

There one time we play with water we have to wash the school fountain and stay back. There another time we play shoelaces end up kanna caught and stay at foyer without shoe laces. LOL, her hp whenever she lent me is either drop or kanna confiscated. LOL damn funny.

Then we went to ITE for info-com. LOL go there waste time to study, pai CS and play blog. LOL Her grade are better than me. LOL, she listen to class but i never. I'm a naughty girl that time. We like to take alot of pictures and blog it. LOL. Second year we had a big quarrel but we are back to one piece again.

She always my welfare manager and advisor to LOVE life. Haha, she good. Her Mandarin sucks, she got dirty mind. She cute in a special way. Haha!

Ah Lim: Thanks for being there with me to gossip together with me and the travelling we had travel so far. Everything you have done for me. Really, Thank you! Loves. =D

I would like to thank GOD for giving them to me. I hope this will keep going till i die. Let works hard towards life girls, be it good anot we are going through it. I love you girls. =D

2009-07-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

More on a photo entry.

Gosh, Now then i realised. We change so much, no plastic surgery serious.

We change as day go by. Hahaha! I keep on laughing when i saw the old photos. They're going to kill me when they saw this entry. LOL.

I'm keen on taking up Korean language classes since i cant study why not learn more languages? Do more meaningful things when young.

Oh He flying to SPAIN and Sweeden tomorrow and for two weeks then back to Singapore. Knn pai CS till so song. Go so many country. Anyway good luck for his compy!

2009-07-13T21:41:00.000-07:00

Oh Gosh, My working hours now is from 8.30-8pm.
Nice, more money but no time for myself.
Manager go liao, i will miss her. =(.

My week end packed already.
This week sharon( SPH ) 21st.
Next week is my bestie 21st.

So busy, guys play twitter lehx and follow me.
Hahaha i believe is better then Plurke.

I think i super lazy to upload my genting trip, please go and check it up at my Facebook.

2009-07-12T18:52:00.000-07:00

He wanted to get close with me like last time, but he cant give me what i wanted. I don't want in street holding his hands without any status, he said, can we just ignore what other says. I said no.

I feel like risk everything again but there will be many many obstacles. Both of us are so scared.
By reading this, is ridiculous. i know, i myself found it ridiculous too.
Well, LOVE is hard man.

Work gonna sucks my time real hard from next week.
Busy me~~

2009-07-10T16:29:00.000-07:00

This Steamboat is nice. Really superb, is located at international building. You guys should give a try.

Rui en's face, she really like to step one.

Thanks my lianx a. Wee i love my phone so much man. So bling bling. =)

2009-07-08T16:32:00.000-07:00

I'm back to Singapore, H1n1 Negative, no worries. Trip was fun.

Tons of pictures.

Stay tune for my post for Genting and WCG 2009=D

2009-07-06T18:31:00.000-07:00

He got third in place, he can be champion but i so disappointed upon in wad he done. End up he got himself so hurt and sad. This year WCG is ridiculous. Champion don't deserve the winning. =(. Well, wad done had done just hope he feeling better.

Ps: we haven get back together, don't anyhow think. We are just very complicated.

2009-07-03T19:30:00.000-07:00

I going to be very busy and busy.

During work, manager ask me to do new projects. So i agreed with her. Still in considering whether to work long hours. Hmm Let see. She scare i kanna quarantine LOL, So funny. I going to be fine. Going Genting one piece, come back also one piece. LOL.

After work went to change ringgit the rate is 2.42. That good. =)

Sat: I going to see him played as he call me up and ask me to go, he said he will update me but till now haven tell me yet. LOL, the same pattern. Well maybe he been busy or forget me again. hahaha. Is okie. =) Anyway his first match 16-0. He won of cos. Tomorrow then can see whether his team gt champion. Is going to be a long day for me watching him to play.

Sun: I going to clean my house and pack to go genting.

Mon- Wednesday: Genting~

Thursday: New projects and new things to learn, will be busy and busy.

Call me Busy BEE!!!
Hahaha, dont miss me!!!

2009-07-01T17:53:00.000-07:00

My leave is approved. =) Manager is leaving =(.

Work is okay so far, not bad. Manage to handle at this point.

I dunno what to blog, cos basically almost everyday after work i went home. hahaha. Good girl right. LOL.

I still thinking want to go down and support him for his WCG 2009 because i know and confirm he will get first for this year. LOL. Not hao lian, cos his team now is super strong than before.

Hmm, let see. =)

I going to catch for a breather. DISTRESS and ENJOY! Going Genting next monday! =)

2009-06-29T19:54:00.000-07:00

Mummy spoil Big brother, then end up getting hurt and complain =(. Haix so sick of that.

Anyway work today was busy, keep calling and calling. So thirsty.

Anyway maybe i will be joining Joan & co for Genting trip. Hope it go wells.
Everything smooth and nice please. Hope my leave approved and mummy approved also.

Life is so sick as when you're about to face the adult stage. I hope i can always remain as a baby. So nice, where every attendtion is on you.
How nice and beautiful it is.

2009-06-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

This weekend i spent my time at resting, working half day at work on sat, doing house work, cleaning my room and L4d.

L4d: 12345678910, Let GO!, tau lin gong. ahahha. So funny la, keep on laugh till non stop. Fun indeed la, cos i keep on shouting like a mad women when playing. We had laughter together, this is what i want from my friends. Everyone laugh together, talk cock together and play together.

Received a call from him, like so many weeks never contact then surprise that he will called, asking me how my life, telling me how his life, There's one Vietnam girl like him. LOL, i said he pro la can make other country people like her. He was telling me the girl ask him to put her name plus one "love" infront nick for his CS nick. LOL. I was telling him put la why dont put. He said crazy. He thought i got bf, cos my MSN nick put love, you're the one. LOL. I was laughing, and told him put like that mean got BF mehx? He going to fly every now and where for his CS thingy. So envy of him, can go so many country. So shiok.

Recall many things that do together with him. His nick and my nick use to be the same. Our display pic use to be our pictures. We use to play badminton, he forever like to disturb me, i forever wanted to argue and quarrel with him, i used to see him play CS when he have his training. We will go for movies, singing. Staying at his place watching tv together with him till i fall alseep and etc and etc.

That the PAST, we going to have a better future whether we have each other company not. Right?

Anyway, JCX good luck & jia you in all your upcoming compy =D.

Time to sleep, it a new week tomorrow again.
Busy Busy!!!
Nights peep =)

2009-06-26T17:56:00.000-07:00

Okie i was busy today, very busy. Keep calling and calling, keep talking and talking. I'm great that i have very nice colleague at work. They are very nice. Their jokes and laughter was superb.

After i start working at Singapore Press Holding, Time past very very fast. It like so fast a new day and a new week again. Anyway i noticed that i always busy starting from Thursday- Friday. Where else others is Monday & Tuesday. So weird but never mind i enjoy working at there. Although i'm been complaining that i keep on multi task and many projects on hand. ahahaha.

Friend is leaving soon, so sad la. No one motivate me anymore. =(

After work was supposed to meet Lynn but the timing crush, both of us had to work tomorrow morning. We was chatting in MSN. She also going Genting, she ask me to go also but i told her not money no talk. ahahaha.

Hmm, off to my dinner and dramas!

2009-06-25T20:28:00.001-07:00

Busy Busy!!! Like a bee. ~Buzz Buzz.

Bought a small cake for mummy to eat for her birthday. Hazel nut cake.

Feel like going on a Holiday. Joan and com is going to GENTING this July. Cant go cos my pay haven come in that time. Shag. Want to relax myself and have some fun.

Well, next time then.
Currentlty I'm watching LOVE QUEEN. So funny. LOL

Till then, will be more busy tml!!!

2009-06-25T06:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday family was in a mess. Thanks to him for giving mummy such a wonderful birthday present. His threaten causes the whole family to be like that. I hate him. Being an aqua in a family and the eldest among the three of us. Shame on him.

I know my attitude to him is bad. Does him think that why i can talk to second brother nicely but not him? Does he ever thought of that? His promise is always a broken promise. He beaten me and i start to look down on him.

Thanks to him for making the whole family becoming like that.

Last but not least, mummy happy birthday and i love you dearest.

2009-06-23T01:39:00.001-07:00

From the whole morning till now, i manage to take a break.

The News paper reporter wanted to take a snap shot of us counting the TNP money. Told them i super ugly please dont take it. Friend was clever enough to call manager to seek for permission. Haha, Manager said no, cannot. We are just doing our jobs. So the reporter just take the pictures of the winner and my name as the representative for the counting. Found it quite lame. The guy reporter keep on ask repeated question. =_=!

Well, attitude of her sucks. Friend and i was unhappy. Should go and tell her anot make us hesitated. Haix. Sian. Said anot is either hurt or you're a bad person.

2009-06-22T17:43:00.000-07:00

Okay, Singtel gave me a satisfactory answer. That good. They compensate me. LOL

Work today was okay, not so busy. Manageable. Tomorrow will be busy cos of the TNP. =_=!

After work went to eat dinner with family, as is father's day and my beloved mummy birthday which fall on the 25th june. Mummy so clever order shark fin. Hahaha! Anyway i had a nice dinner.

Back to set up on the wireless for my net book. I spend like 2 hour to set but still cannot. Totally a noob. Call up my uncle to come my place to help me set up ahahaha and it done. My netbook is 10 inch make my eyes so painful when seeing the screen.

LOL, Lianx a and me act cute la, we web cam and talk over Internet. ahahhaa. So funny lor. We keep on ask not to chiong dong to screen shot. LOL.

Well is going to 12am.
Im going my lala land.

2009-06-21T18:58:00.000-07:00

Sat was at Colin birthday bash, I'm so lazy to upload the pictures. Can check it at my facebook, friends. That day Alice ate alot i swear but she still fucking small size, damn envy of her. I want her size also. After the party we went LEFT 4 Dead, kau too long never play damn giddy.

I want to play with ANG chee keong lehx. ahahaha shall arrange with him one day together with his kaki.

Today was at day doing house work playing texas and evening went for a swim with ah lim. After that was KFC. Standard eveytime after swimming confirm KFC. LOL. Shopped around at Hougang mall and i keep on make ah lim walk here and walk there. LOL. We went night market and home sweet home after that.

I still waiting for the singtel staff to call me, she keep on argue with me on sat that a netbook is a laptop. A laptop is a netbook. I fucking ask her to go and do research on what is difference between a laptop and a netbook. She said will get me back by sat but no call from her. I DEMAND a explanation from her. Not going to let it go so easily.

Texas luck damn unlucky. I dunno why. Keep losing.
Off to sleep and it a new week tomorrow.

2009-06-19T16:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday and today i was on leave, cos my voice sound man. I scare, i scared the people over the phone. I was on leave but i swear these two days i'm more tired than i work. I been walking and walking. I walk more then 24 hours for these two days. My leg is damn sour.

Anyway back to main point, i'm very angry with SINGTEL. I call up and demand a ans from them. I fucking told them i dont want a netbook. I want a laptop so that why i recontract two years with them, but when i go collect today is a netbook. I stupid stupid never go and do research for my acer 10 inch so i thought is a laptop. Make me all the way to JURONG somemore. I so pasieh, make iris, iris's mum, my niece and iris's cousin walk with me all the way to Jurong industrial park. Thanks my lianx a.

We shopped at IMM, first time there. Niece keep on making fuss. Dunno what happened to her. Her outfit for the day is BEE. So cute right. ahahhaa. Lianx a bought herself a laptop. Next time when my laptop arrive we can webcam. LOL.

Bought some stuff, Ribbon for my LG hp, Waterbottle, necklace ,miso soup, hp holder,cup noodles, pens and pen holder. Enjoy my day but i and very very tired. My leg so poor thing.

2009-06-16T22:00:00.001-07:00

I feel like going for a swim and jog but i fucking lazy to move myself. My tummy is still WTF big man. I found my face like horse. Very long when i saw pictures of myself. Me don't love. =(.

Well went back home after work and mummy cook dinner. Haha! I told her that day her skills decreased. She said that she got no time to cook better. Today she cook super delicious la especially with my lala tang. =p

Okie i was damn stupid enough lucky i ask Hansel wad is a router and modem cos i know when i get my laptop i need a router. Hansel told me that my new modem is a router and a modem. LOL, heng i ask him and i never go and a buy a stupid router. Wahahaha, going meet him at fri night for movie!

My leave is approved so i will be going to collect my laptop on Fri and walking around Singapore with Iris and my step one face. See you both sweety!!

I meeting my girls tomorrow for dinner!
I miss them.

2009-06-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

Random pic...

My long long nails!!! Me love!!!
My Niece. Sweet step one face. ahahaha =)

Creative right?
Wendy~~~ the siao cha bor.

Work. It brighten my days. Thanks to my friends! Chen ying and Michelle. Thanks man =)

Well, i din manage to sleep well last night. Going tuck in early.
Nights peeps. =)

2009-06-14T17:36:00.000-07:00

Weekend was staying st home, cleaning up my room and doing house work.
Playing texas from 35k to 100k to 0 then to 500 bucks. LOL. Finish my show boys over flower and currently watching my queen show now.

I cant believe i myself can stay at home for two fucking days. Omg. Anyway the feeling is very comfortable. My wei guo had dropped i only ate 4 meals for two days. That bad and unhealthy. Hmm.

I still haven go and collect my laptop. So lazy, going with lianx a on fri to collect my laptop. Hope my leave approve. These two weeks i'm been going to work without any leave ok! Ahahaha. Lianx a lost her hp, how clever of her. LOL, anyway fuck that taxi uncle so dishonest. Boo.

Bestie is starting her account work today, she fresh and new. Hope she can overcome that. Wee~ good luck bestie and i miss you, like one week never see your face already. =(. Meet me for dinner okay! Loves.

Im going to sleep now and it a new week tomorrow!!!
Jia you emiLingx!!!

2009-06-12T17:53:00.000-07:00

Went home after work.

Mummy cook soup, I love mummy soup i dunno her soup is forever tasty. Where else the cooking part she dropped. LOL nvm la gt soup drink i happy enough, some more got my favourite black chicken inside. So nice.

Rested awhile do some house work and prepared myself. I feel that i dbl chio, dbl exciting & dbl happy that night. ahahaa. Well, i reach there i almost waiting for iris & co for one hour plus. i almost fall asleep while waiting for them.

They reach an hour later which is 12 plus. How well, but nvm i was dbl happy that night. We went o bar, not fun la the music not nice. Luckily got iris'bf and co to make me laugh, they so funny. ahahaha.

Cab home with with benny and kk.

Pictures,

Well i'm working tomorrow which is Saturday. How sad =(

2009-06-10T17:45:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling much better, just cant sleep well only. Keep waking up cos the weather is super hot and make me go bath in the middle of the night.

After work went bugis with babi eat dinner, Cheap and nice chee kway. ahahaha. Me love. After that shop shop, bought one top, body lotion, Thermal spray, Body wash and one office pillow for office, back ache. Bo pian must buy.

Im so tired for today.
Going watch tv.

I cant wait till fri, cos i go clubbing with my lianx a. Dunno like 5523663125826 days never go club with her. I still remember my virgin clubbing is with her and that day we give people tio. ahahaha. Hope fri will be exciting and fun!! Anyone want join? Tag me!

2009-06-09T01:14:00.000-07:00

Work & Stomach Cramp is killing me.

Know lilian wanted to talk to me but i seem like ignore her, Im sorry girl. I dont feel like talking much today.

$$$ hard to come but easy to go away from me.
Shoulder back is aching and it hurts badly.
Been eating and eating, my tummy is wtf big man.
Texas game from 50k to 9 k. Keep losing. =(

Many people walk in and out through your life, only TRUE PEOPLE will leave footprints in your heart.

I feel like running away...
Running away...

Follow me in twitter!
http://twitter.com/emilingx

2009-06-08T18:15:00.000-07:00

Sat and Sun i was with him for his WCG 2009. Due to him doing a big mistakes in life he lose and get third in place. I was so sad for him for what he had done. In the end, he hurt himself. He can get number 1 i know for sure. But he choosen to give up number 1 for his friends. Bought him a green small doll for him to cheer up.

Pictures

Ps: if you haven choosen this way you really had to bear the consequences. If you forever like that your life will be miserable and you can never learn and grow up. In life you have to speak, protect for yourself.

2009-06-08T06:41:00.004-07:00

I just broke down.

Due to PMS, Work and Family.

Sometimes life is meaningless. It the word MONEY that move the world.

Im duper tired.

Sick of everything.

2009-06-06T22:07:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday sifu!!!

Morning i was working afternoon i went to reborn my hair. I love my hair now. haha.
Evening i was at sifu house. After that was left 4 dead.

Yawn im so tired man.

2009-06-05T18:18:00.000-07:00

Have a tiff with him. Shit feeling. He dont want that matter to affect our friendship. Sometimes i do pity him but because of the MAN Ego i do not. He dont want to be look down. Up to him ba.

After work went to meet babi, slack at hougang mall. Eat shopping.

I hope my face pimples scar will go away. So ugly. =(. Bestie intro me one pimples cream. Not bad lehx. Some more cheap de. ahahaha. Hope my scar will go away.

Watch tv and my drama. Got so much drama to watch. Me love.

Nights peeps.

2009-06-04T17:46:00.000-07:00

These few days i been choinging my drama and texas. Hahaha like siao one. Have not been sleeping well also. That bad =(

After work meet my simu for dinner, before that was a short shopping. Buy all my accessories. I'm craving for great food, ahahaha and ice cream also.

Saturday sifu birthday and going clubbing that night. Woo hoo~.

Work was sucky today! argh!

2009-06-02T17:51:00.000-07:00

I had my ajisen tom yum!!!
I got Mio Tv so many old singapore drama to watch!!!
Me love love.

Meet up my lianx a and i carry her bb, her bb step one sia. LOL. very xia lan and keep on moving also. ahahaha. So cute na. Lianx a first time bring her bb out alone and she passed. hahaha. Going out with her more often =)

I got so many things at home to make time fly pass. Texas poker, korean drama and my singapore drama. ahahha.

Going to watch my drama now!
Wee~~~. ;P

2009-06-01T18:21:00.000-07:00

Work was busy as today is MONDAY!

I'm craving for ajisen tom yam noodles and ice cream!

Well my texas poker no money again. Damn sad.

Tomorrow my new modem and MIO tv will arrive. Hahax happy.

I notice there alot of strangers like to add me in facebook. Like so weird. Me dont love.

I love the 9pm show at channel 8. Nice!

2009-05-31T20:34:00.000-07:00

Well, i camp at home the whole day. Face my com for 12 hours plus.

Keep on play FB game. Texas Poker. I was playing with him together. He from 0 bucks to 10million then to 0 again. I from 10k, follow by people do charity to give me money then follow by 100k then to 0 again. Omfg. That game is addicting.

People please do some charity and donate to me in Facebook, Texas Poker. ahahha. So poor thing i no money cannot play damn sad.

The weather is damn fucking hot.
It a new month tomorrow. June, so fast half year of 2009.

2009-05-30T19:28:00.000-07:00

30th may 2009. Chalet =)

2009-05-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

Seriously i need a break.

2009-05-26T17:41:00.000-07:00

Work was busy! LOL time pass fly.

After work went dating. LOL I go pa to la. Haha simu so funny. I dunno where i go i know is near bugis opp raffles hospital. So after work that guy came my work place to fetch me. While in the car, that him call . I was looking at the number very familiar that is him sia. I thought wad happened. We chatted on phone awhile, all those regards to ask me. Then he ask me to sms him when i reach home. I was thinking why must i. Okie so we put down the phone.

Back to my dating. I have seafood prattler for dinner, huge one man, cant finish. Of cos that guy and his friends eat up for me. He show me magic. LOL so pro la, he only managed to teach me one of his magic. LOL. When i realise the magic i tell myself, why i so stupid. LOL. After that we talk awhile then he sent me home. Thanks.

When i reach home, that him msn me. Telling me that he miss his granny and me. These few days when he listen to radio he will heard of the song we usually hear together. That Saturday he went to Suntec, water fountain with his friends, He saw on the reflection water, which is his name and my name. LOL he jitao emo. Everything so jiao? I dunno. I don't think he lying. He also want to date me out. LOL. Well, just hope he doing great. =)

Humans don't treasure what they had on their hands, once they lost it. They regretted.

2009-05-24T01:36:00.000-07:00

Superman was saying being SINGLE is nothing now 21 century le. People come and go. LOL. Is truth la.

I dislike Man with no brain to talk to me. Very sickening. The feelings.

Today rested at home till evening, watch Dvds. After that lan for l4d. Expert mode very hard sia, die so fast. LOL.

Ate dinner, simu keep on very hungry. We like aunties wait susi 50 % then go buy. Eat dinner plus sushi plus deserts. You tell me will FAT anot. ahahaha.

Updated some random old pic at FB, check it out.

It a new week tomorrow, cant wait this saturday. Got chalet! hahaha.

2009-05-23T07:02:00.000-07:00

Rui ern full month. So fast like yesterday i just go hospital see my lianx a give birth. Hope both of my precious the life ahead for them is good.

After that went to amk hub for my cravings of Durian puff. hahahaha. is like heaven when i ate them. Left 4 dead next. Woo hoo, so fun.

Everyone was telling me i slim down. They even ask me how i dropped weight, is just natural, i eat, i shit two to three times a day. I dont exercise i still eat junks food. I still eat alot. Is just natural lah, i still hope i can lose more weight. LOL. Haven reach my idea weight yet.

Suddenly i so tired, so headed home, gave clubbing a miss.

Wants to rest early today, i know is Saturday today, but i really tired.

Haha, nights peeps.

2009-05-22T18:23:00.000-07:00

Told mummy about the matter, she told me not to be silly. His mom just trying to make my heart soft. Ask me not to interfere this matter. If the mum call again ask her to call mummy. Well, if everything was like the past everything nice and smooth, will there be this day?

Sorry that i cant help, I try my best.
My mother had the final say not me.
What more i said i will try to ask my mum for delayment but not a promise to you.
I cant interfere in this matter.
I'm sorry.

2009-05-21T17:36:00.000-07:00

While i was working i received one call eventually from his mum. I quite surprised when she called. Cos he told me that his mum asked me not to call her up anymore.

Well, auntie was telling me this and that. Pleaded me to delay the payment that his son own me. Telling me that his son cry yesterday while talking to her. I dunno who to believe or rather to go and help both of them to please my mummy for delay payment. I just find them very fake and unfake. The feeling is very weird. His mum even told me that not to go and tell his son that she called up me. She wanted to protect herself just that day she told her son to tell me not to call her anymore? She wanted to help her son in dark? Or both?

I asked her why that day you told your son not to call you anymore? she said she don't want to bother about this matter as both of us are quarrelling, she don't want to add fire. That why she said that. If she don't want to bother in this matter, then why she bothering into this matter now? Isnt because owning $$$ then she talk to like that.

She was telling me I'm a good girl, his son dunno how to cherish me, she miss going out movies with me. She still hope that her son and me can get back together. Is she catching my heart to be soft and so i will go and plead my mummy? Or everything is really truth from her heart?

I thought of the past how she treated me. She good to me not that bad is just that her son and me break off everything changes. Everytime her son and me quarrel she will help us, explain to us, when i sad she will cheer me up with her jokes. When I'm sick she will call me up and ask me see doctor le? Feeling better? When she got face products extra she will give me. She will give me advice to life also.

I wanted to talk to someone about this but i dunno who to speak to. Cos i know everyone will be telling me this auntie is acting. So i keep quiet and wanted some peace to go and think about it. Wanted to talk to mummy about it but her mood now is seriously not good this few days if i talk to her she confirm will tell me don't talk so much just ask them to return.

I have to wait till mummy's mood get better then i go and have a talk with her.

Dear god, can you answer to my prayers? I wanted to know what kind of person are them. I'm really puzzled.

2009-05-20T17:55:00.000-07:00

After work i went straight home. Ate my dinner, rested and off to doing some house work. Watched my dvd. Laying on bed. So comfortable.

I actually give a miss to left 4 dead with my kakis. I totally very lazy to drag myself out of the house. Shall go with them some others days.

I cancel my Internet connection at home, im going to switch to others line not singtel anymore, i do hope they have a laptop given free when i sign up with them, Starhub & M1, please do some promotion. ahahaha. I need a laptop for my personal use so no one can fight with me using the computer.

Sometimes being a alone is a kind of relaxation.

2009-05-19T19:17:00.000-07:00

Well, i think i got a very big STM ( short term memory). I tense to forget things easily. What is happening? Hmm, maybe due to have a lot of things in mind running wild about and make blur blur. LOL.

Best out of the best man, dont make me vomit. BOBO! LOL!

After work went to kua shui, LOL luckily nothing happened.

I wanna to do something useful when im still young, i dont want to waste any time. The problem is i do not know what i really wanted to do.

My home internet connection is down. Feel so bad without internet.

2009-05-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

Work today quite busy. I dunno why everytime i wan to eat snake awhile always kanna caught.

I won the deal! Jurong not sun when bobo wake up. ahahaha, He really full of rubbish.

I need to reborn my hair, all the curls curls is coming up. I wanna samung pink f480.

2009-05-17T17:41:00.000-07:00

It's sunday...

Early morning went to help mummy awhile and off to do house work. Rested. About 2pm went out to meet friends for L4d again. We completed dead air advance mode but just find it damn hard to complete No mercy advance mode. LOL, the space is so small to run about.

Had zhi cha for dinner quite nice and off to playground for some childhood games. LOL we keep on shouting as the play ground is so small and all of us are so big size. Sifu was the first catcher then he caught grace but grace so lousy la, never caught anyone. LOL. Sweat alot lor, but after sweating felt so comfortable. Like suddenly so alrert.

Home sweet home, bath and chat with bobo in msn. Both of us got so many rubbish to said. I asked him to go play l4d, he said he fucking pro in this game. He one person can kill al. Siben hao lian. Then we was saying if tomorrow he wake up, he never see the sun he must talk to me nicely, cannot rude to me. LOL. I hope Jurong tomorrow rain big big sia.

Yawn, off to tv.
Wanna sleep early and prepare for work.

2009-05-16T17:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm, was staying at home till 6pm. Doing house work watching dvds and resting. Felt very comfortable.

Went out for dinner and l4d. Vey fun. Hahha, my let go become, let kia. Sifu make everyone laugh. LOL. I realised that i too into this game and i will start to scold people when they never work together in a team. When become a tank, i totally sucks on that. I dunno why. LOL.

Facebook resturant city. LOL, i anyhow play de Hansel was saying i totally sucks in this game too. Lucky mummy did not hand over her business to me, otherwise die. LOL, i will rearrange my resturant tomorrow.

Nights people.

2009-05-15T17:30:00.000-07:00

I love fridays. Weekend. hahaha.

After work went to see for my sandals, thanks for my bestie and fake bf to ac me all along just to shop for my shoes. I love them.

Dinner at home and went off to see movie at AMK, Watch "the uninvited". Please do not go and watch this show waste of money. Ending sucks.

Home sweet home.

I'm glad that my good friends around me is trying to stop smoking. Im really very happy for them. I will have nicer fresh air from now. Good jobs guys =)

2009-05-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

Wanted to study but there many obstacles. One word sian. Had to wait for mummy and uncle. Hopefully i can study.

Was on MC, stupid rashes work up again. Stay at home all day long. My appetite had gone down. That great, otherwise keep on eating, fat emilingx will appear soon. LOL.

Feel like catching a movie.
Hmm maybe tomorrow, going sleep now and it only 630pm.
Wanted to sleep till tomorrow. Hehe.

2009-05-12T03:48:00.000-07:00

Today work was busy, time fly fast. That good.

Still in considering whether to take my degree at Kaplan or MDIS?. Hmm, any comments/references?

I was talking to bobo in msn, then i asked him.

The content
Seriously i find some guys no brain. They wanted to chat with girls and they asked, am i disturbing you?. In the first place if you find you are disturbing why you wanna talk? One more thing they keep repeating question, never go out? I reply no i just finish work and i quite tired. In another 10 min time they ask you again then you never go out play? OMFG. Last, they said you are five years younger than me, i reply hahaha. he asked another question again i cant rmb what he asked. Then he asked again and said now you know how old am i le. I reply ya i know. Then he was saying how come you know? Cos you're saying i am 5 years younger than you what.

Bobo keep on laughing when we were in the phone. I was telling him these two guys over here the brain growth in the backside, then i told him i think your brain growth in the thighs. ahahaha.

I cannot tahan guys with no brain man.

Mummy cook my favourite black chicken soup. I love her so much
Off to my dinner and Dvds.

2009-05-10T03:40:00.000-07:00

I bought bird nest for mummy.

Happy Mother day!
I love you mummy!

2009-05-08T18:27:00.000-07:00

Work briefing, three hours almost fall asleep. =(

Fuck it, we are not friends anymore. Nasty words from both party. I do wish you happiness man. You're a uncompromising man, so dont said my mummy.

2009-05-07T17:51:00.000-07:00

I get pek chey very easily these few days, so try not to ask me bo liao/repeated question. I will talk to you in a very bad manner.

Was on half day leave, cos my rashes work up again, itch like hell, went home to eat my medicine. Super drowsy after eaten. Sleep the whole evening, woke up eat dinner and went to sleep again.

I trying to see things with a smile right now, regardless of good and bad. I wanted to see how beautiful this world can be.

2009-05-06T17:43:00.000-07:00

Work was so so. Manage to do things smooth. After that went AMK to shop for shoes, but no shoes that is nice to me. I didn't buy.

Sign a package at city spa. Hope my face will be better. Right cheek there got one big red spot, i dunno why pimples keep on popping out from there make my face like got scar.

Went Rebel, lol, alice was covering her cb there, i dunno why. She scare i attack her there when i dance very close to her. Alice very high man, she keep on make us laugh. Saw quite a couple of RA. LOL, music was.... not really nice so we went off early and off to MAC.

Cabb home and sweet home.

I realise that my character was almost similar like him. I hope that there will not be any couple breaking off in my group of friends.

He back from Korea, his team got world top 8, going back to Seoul in July again. Siben siok so many country. Going take and ask from him again. Seriously i don't like to keep chasing people. I don't like the feeling.

I want to enjoy what i have now, as i feel the world is ending soon.

2009-05-06T05:55:00.000-07:00

Rebel is Love.

2009-05-05T23:41:00.000-07:00

I think she had attitude problem. =9

Not fat not real. I eat so many things today. Can you imagine i ate my dinner and i still went for steamboat happily and i ate alot alot. OMFG, i wondering what is happening to my tummy. ??? Jojo was saying i cannot eat already later my clothes cannot wear. Xiang shui you chui. The song name. Kan the lan jiao. All jokes for Joan. Alice and i was laughing like mad.

My team members, came up with a team name. Satisfied, Mojojo thought of it. Cool, one word short and right for us. The team name meaning, we are satisfied with what we have, whether we win/lose, the score high/low, we are very satisfied. =)

I need to think about the stats already. ahahaha Madness emiLingx.

Pay coming in tomorrow, but i think i also broke, Pay this and that.
Going work hard during May, try my best not to take leave.
It been a long time since i last shop. I want shopping, i want to do my hair, wants to do alot of things. I wish i can. =(

Night night.

2009-05-05T00:32:00.000-07:00

Bored Monday.

Work was ok, manage to pass time a little faster. With alot of voicemail every hour.

I'm been eating and eating.Eat three meals plus tidbits plus fruits. Fuck, my tummy is WTF. LOL but my face is super sharp. I dunno why. I want eat steamboat, long time never eat already.

I don't like lazy people, they will dis motivated me and make me sian. Plus attitude people.

After work went eat dinner with Alice, Grace & Bear Bear at HM.
Home aftermath.

When i reach home i saw my sweet bed, i duper happy, so comfortable. LOL.

Nights people.

2009-05-03T18:19:00.000-07:00

Left 4 dead is super fun! I keep on kpkp and command at them.
Me: follow me, argh got tank, i start the witch, u guys back up, Healing up, kua shui( hokkien ) See water for each other.Infected fast attack dont spawn too long. ahahahaa. I super noisy and keep on shouting. In the end, my team won of course.

I got the urge to join WCG 2009. So i call up simu to ask. She said okie, mo jojo join us also. ahahaha. That great man. I keep on do research on left 4 dead. How to kill witch & tank easily. I think i mad over this game.

Hmm, going to think an unique name for my team.

Rashes come back again and the itch is super....
Hoilday pass fast. It a new week again.

2009-05-02T17:44:00.000-07:00

Movie 252, very nice should go and watch.

Shopping at bugis.

Hk cafe.

Left 4 dead.

Home sweet home.

When i pass by PS, i recalled many things mostly the images of him, the way he disturb, the way i give him a face when i extremely bored, the way both of us sitting down and talk., arcade he will catch bear and play basketball with me, i will see him play king of fighter. Memories flash back. Everything is over, im really moving on.